Wednesday, July 22, 2009

"A Fan's Lament" Lyrics

Here are the lyrics to my last song:

When I first heard them on the radio
I swear that time stood still.
I bought their album, played it non-stop on my stereo,
I couldn't get my fill.

But that was over three years ago.
(Where did they go?)
It seems that nobody knows.

Time moves on,
Like a faded song.

I joined their fan club, hung up posters,
Taped their videos.
I was their biggest fan.

Stood in line all night for tickets to their sold out show.
They were the greatest band.

That all seems like so long ago.
(Where did they go?)
I hear they're back in the studio.

And now time moves on
Like a hopeful song.

(Chorus)
There's a new album coming out!

(Coming out, coming out)

There's a new album coming out!

(Coming out tomorrow)

There's a new record coming out!

(Coming out, out, out)

There's a new album coming out

And I'll be the first one in line.

When I first learned I'd hear my band once more
I swear my heart stood still.

I counted down the days til I would hit the record store
The news was such a thrill.

Now there's only one day to go,
(Where did time go?)
To resurrect them on my stereo.

And now time moves on
Like a skipping song.

(Chorus)

(Solo)

(Chorus)

When I got home I put the record on
I couldn't trust my ears.

It seems the band had changed their sound
And left me all alone,
It was my greatest fear.

What happened to the band that I know?
(Where did they go?)
And now we've got three more years to go.

And now time moves on
Like a distant song.


Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Song: "A Fan's Lament"

Here's my latest song entitled "A Fan's Lament."



This song is dedicated to Underworld, Ben Folds, Genesis, Blur, and any other band that I really liked but took forever between albums before finally releasing something terrible and/or changing their style altogether into something I couldn't stand. Or almost as bad, break up altogether before they can produce something else (like Jellyfish, Imperial Drag, Sugarbomb.)

Of my recent songs, the first song that I posted was meant to feature the synthy-sounds of my Korg R3. The second one featured a lot more of the Roland JV-1080. For this one, the foundation is pretty much all built around my Roland digital piano.

I had this idea of a song about the joy that I have felt at times discovering a new band. There have been times when I've heard a new song where everything just disappears, time almost literally stands still, and the song holds my entire focus. It happened the first time I heard Jellyfish's "The Ghost at Number One" on the radio. When it got to the bridge "Mrs. Lynne the fruit of your labor..." I had to stop everything I was doing and just focus in on the song.

So after buying the album and memorizing all the songs, focus eventually shifts attention to waiting for the follow up. It seems like in the 70s albums were released annually. In the 80s closer to bi-annually. Then the 90s to today, it seems like 3 years is the norm. That's a long time to wait for another 40 minutes of music. So the song goes from the love of a band from the first album, to the excited anticipation of an announced follow up. Then it falls apart at the end when the fan finally gets the album, listens to it, and finds out the album isn't what was expected.

This happened to me when Underworld went from a pop band to a weird repetitive techno band that I just couldn't stomach. It also happened after Ben Folds went solo and after a great first album followed it up with "Songs For Silverman" three years later. The album was so disappointing and completely unforgettable that it serves as the main inspiration for the thoughts behind this song. (Ben Fold's has since somewhat made up for it with his last album, "Way To Normal," again released three years later.) Blur was another band that I loved but then shifted their sound to this weirder, harsher, experimental stuff that held little of what I originally loved about the band. I didn't discover Genesis until their "Invisible Touch" album which they didn't follow up for another 5 years with "We Can't Dance" which was quite a let down. Then 6 years later they released another album without Phil Collins, "Calling All Stations" which was even worse. (I've since discovered all their great albums prior to "Invisible Touch" which made up for their weaker later albums.) So these are all the pieces of my history that inspired this particular song.

I've been playing around with the opening melody on the piano for over a year now and had the opening verse in my head for sometime as well. I also had the chorus "There's a new album coming out" in mind as well. Though when I played it on the piano it never seemed to join up with the softer, slower verse part. When I started to work on recording it, I figured I'd just go ahead and put the two parts together and see if they fit. I think in the finished product they actually fit well, both musically and thematically.

As I said earlier, the main foundation of this song is recorded from my digital piano. I used an electric piano sound for most of the verses and a regular piano sound for the rest. I've never been a big fan of electric piano, at least not the adult-contemporary DX7 tinkly piano from the 80s. But I've enjoyed the sound from Supertramp, Billy Joel, Queen, and others in the 70s. I probably would have prefered to try and use a Wurlitzer if I had a good emulation. As it is, I think this one sounds pretty good without sounding to schmaltzy.

After working out the piano parts, I used a soft-synth for some brush-style drumming and used another soft-synth for the rest of the drums. I did all the drums by hand, and only used one loop for some tambourine during the solo. The bass parts are from the JV-1080, and then most of the other synthy background stuff and solo were done on the Korg R3. These were all a combination of presets, modified sounds, and sounds I built from scratch.

The distorted bass in the chorus is a direct reference to Ben Folds Five. I also took some inspiration from the sound of this song from Josh Fix and Ambrosia.

For the record, I've never bought a vinyl record. I had a small turntable when I was a kid where I used to play a Smurf's album and a Muppet rendition of "Bremen Town Musicians." I grew up mainly on cassettes until adopting CDs in the early 90s. For the purposes of this song I mention records, since I don't know anyone who looks fondly back at cassette tapes. I do still love finding a great record store--even if I only buy CDs.

The video, which is a bit more animated than my last one, is filled with images of a sampling of various albums that I've really loved over the years -- until the last verse where it's all images of albums I am less fond of.

Monday, July 6, 2009

"Infinite In Between" Lyrics

I'm nearing the finish point of my next song. For now, here are the lyrics to "Infinite In Between," so that they are actually recorded somewhere:

Did you ever wake up
In the middle of a dream
Amid your everyday routine
And wonder what it all means?

Did you ever look up
At all the stars in the sky
As the world passes by
while you're questioning why?

You look for all the answers.
Grasping for truth,
For something you can prove.

You're drowning in the questions.
But if you want to know,
Just where can you go?

If you want to find me,
I'm in the space in between.
The infinite in between.

I'm in the moment
Before you wake from a dream.
The infinite in between.

I'm in the instant
Between the light and the dark.
Between the flame and the spark.

Divide by zero,
And you will know what I mean.

I am the infinite in between.

Now it's time to get up.
You've got to read between the lines.
'Cause when your world's undefined
It's time to open your mind.

But you're much to fed up
To try and change your point of view.
So when the world freezes blue,
You hit reset and you're through.

You're searching for the answers.
Grasping for clues,
For something you can't lose.

You're struggling with the questions,
Like where can you find
Your own peace of mind.

If you want to find me,
I'm in the space in between.
The infinite in between.

I'm in the moment
Before you wake from a dream.
The infinite in between.

I'm in the echo
Of other moments gone by.
I'm in the blink of an eye.

Divide by zero
And you will know what I mean.

I am the infinite in between.

(Ahhh, the infinite in between.)

If you want to find me,
I'm in the space in between.
The infinite in between.

I'm in the moment
Before you wake from a dream.
The infinite in between.

I'm in the instant
Between the light and the dark.
Between the flame and the spark.

Divide by zero,
And you will know what I mean.

I am the infinite in between.